she's right

"There are some things, a girl cannot part with."


this little envelope sits inside a photo album her mother gave me. it gathers dust on top of my book shelf. i have no clue to the contents inside, but i know i'll start to tear up when i read it two years from now... i threw out all of the letter i collected from our time together. what a great mistake that was...there was such rawness to that time i spent with her. i'd love to pick threw that pile i tossed out today, i'm sure i'd have a flood of memories. i don't know what happened in the end. i do know i loved her with everything i had. i didn't belive in love after that...i mean i don't belive in that fairy tale type of love. i do beleave in whatever that was we shared together. she a fantastic crative being who time and time again thought me to look for the unexpected. we don't mistakes we just make choices.
oh my goodness in two years i will know this woman for an entire decade. LOL!