psychobabble

yea i'm boring...

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

just to be clear

just because we have both ended up single at the same time does not mean i'm going to whore myself with you again. MAN, how i have missed drinking with you my sunshine.

Monday, May 28, 2007

libations and celebrations

we sing songs infused by alcohol... on a ordinary night... falling over each others voices like a broken chorus. a dense cloud of smoke and glee fill the room made more joyful by the laughter.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

rare

blurry number
girly jizz
and a humble morning

long beach pride

i know long beach pride was last week but i just now downloaded my camera. i've been a busy little bee...
i drove up saturday afternoon we had sushi dinner. why is it you see mexican's all over asian restaurants? toshi is run and owned by mexicans the only asian i saw in there was joel.

we named this "the nest". spicy tuna, avocado and the sweet potato nest thing. this made us feel like some large bird of pry devouring defenseless birds.

ready for blender? it was blender at the fautline. the theme... grind house. ninny and his fake bruises.

an ode to ubu. we couldn't help ourselves.

uhhhh...yea... they had a little performance.... they guy up in front would start to pull out a whole bunch of tubing filled with fake blood to squirt out into the audience.

i heard later that he had a tough time getting out of his get up in the rest room and you heard " OUCH" 'SHIT, OUUUUUCH" "FUCKING SHIT" and lots of groaning...


the end of the night outside of faultline. my boys had ran back to the french man named monet... while i polished off another ciggy.



the next morning was festival day.
i call it shoe vs. cock

miss.jones and joel

this might look familiar well another year another mounting.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Sweet Sushi


i saw a version of these and was planning a birthday gathering for rafa. we postponed the party and last night was the big night. i was surprised how simple they where to make.

rice crispy treats, dried papaya, dried mango, dried cantaloupe and semi sweet chocolate.

grape fruit leather, rice crispy treats, dried mango, dried papaya, dried cantaloupe, and a lot of patience.

i only make shit like this for the ones i adore. happy belated birthday rafa.

unabomber

i took ubu to the airport this morning at 6:30am. i rolled in from rafas belated birthday party at 4:45 this morning. i figured ubu was going to wake me up at 5:30 so he could be at the airport at 6am. no such luck. his alarm went off but he didn't hear it. he finally arose at 6:15ish and scrambled to wake me up and gather his bags. i'm not sure what's worse sleepy driving or hung over driving? i know the combination is just treacherous.

i always feel like the unabomber when i take ubu to the airport. standard outfit; fat pants, hoodie, and big sunglasses.

i passed out with my make up on. i like the deer caught in headlights look...LOL!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

ack med!

why is it i want to call the 7-11 guy ackkkkkkkkkkmed when i go in there? i know it would be really bad if i did say it out loud and tonight i almost did.

feeling

the reaction to an event that takes place in ones' life. i just had a feeling...

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

greasing palms

even greasy lawyers need a little financial help some times. fucking ambulance chaser! he better pay up when he's due... or this little loan shark will get him.

45

i was 45 min late to work today... and i loved it!

ready for coma

i'm ready for bed but my brian is on overdrive. i can't stop thinking. so many things happening all at once. i just want to switch off...

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

the shit i stumble across








blurry vision part two

drinks at faultline


it was franks birthday
yes he's double fisted
i love going to the boy bars, with my men. i never go expecting anything other then getting pretty smashed and passing out on joels' couch. the hardcore gay porn makes me laugh.

blurry vision part one

unisex restrooms kick ass in C grade restaurants
talented men
asian barefoot in a cage... hmmmm slightly turned on.
oh look a tree
this fire extinguisher was last at in 1987...
graffiti
ay chola

i could be related to her...

Monday, May 07, 2007

crabby


i had a fantastic weekend with the boys. i'm sleep deprived which equals crabby.

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i was about to throw my phone out on the highway this morning. i should just tell my coworkers i have a land line so they don't call any more with bullshit.